Retro's wondrous world of words

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  1. Retro

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    Now I'm realizing

    Hey you, Mr. "I fuck your wife" son of a bitch.
    We both know that there is no time for some stupid kitsch.
    And I know many men want a girl as pretty as she can be.
    You gave your best to get her in bed, well at the end she did cheat on me.

    I am realizing,
    that everyone is lost in their own ways.
    And now that I see both of you here,
    I see it all so clearly.
    I have come to face to face with the enemy.
    My real enemy.

    My wife. You are a lieing shit-talking cunt to me.
    Your contemptible existance is an inspiration for what I never wanna be.
    And I see that I was blinded by your eyes but I wanted to believe.
    And now go back and rot in hell, where you've come from, it's time to leave.

    I am realizing,
    that everyone is lost in their own ways.
    And now that I see both of you here,
    I see it all so clearly.
    I have come to face to face with the enemy.
    My real enemy.

    Listen to me,
    are you fucking serious?
    Why did you do this to me?
    It is making me furious.
    Shit!

    So pretty but destructive: You're the reason why
    it means goodbye.
    I just need a lot of distance and time to get by,
    I cry.
    You're checkmate!

    I am realizing,
    that everyone is lost in their own ways.
    And now that I see both of you here,
    I see it all so clearly.
    I have come to face to face with the enemy.
    My real enemy.
    Why did you do this to me?

    Inspired by Godsmack - The Enemy
     
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    And I dance

    Hello, I beg your pardon.
    Do you know what can be found in a garden?
    There is no shiny warden
    that helps with all your burden.
    I sincerely don't approve this odyssey.
    Wait, before you're lost in pity:
    What is the proper philosophy?
    I anxiously watch this banditry.
    Oh, my sweet agony.
    All the cold darkness I claim,
    so many chains that restrain.
    Look the garden: What does remain?
    And I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance of pain.
    My inner self, it passionally hates.
    Obviously forgot for what it craves.
    Wasted all the stakes,
    wondering what difference it makes.
    And I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, til it aches.

    I need diversion
    in this life of confusion.
    I can't seem to find a solution despite all the tips and hints that loomed, being out of proportion.
    We suffer, feel sorry and we lie.
    Where is the light with which we can comply?
    The answer to all this may be one huge sigh.
    And I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, 'cuz I cry.
    Life is loud and busy, humans want to climb.
    It appears to be the biggest crime.
    For now, I don't hear any chime
    so I dance, dance, dance, dance one last time.

    You're stumbling around, demanding justice.
    You still have to learn how rough life really is.
    Don't you hear the demons hiss, taking away all the bliss?
    Now sit down and await your final kiss.
    The garden's plants are all starved.
    The garden's trees are all gnarled.
    The garden's path is curled.
    I'm only one irrelevant being on this world.

    A little bit of love
    would have saved me, for sure.
    Sadly no one is able to cure that I feel lonely.
    I give in, this dance takes away my last breath
    and I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance to death.
    While dancing I'm also approaching the place where I belong.
    I feel stuck in this despicable cell,
    silently listening to the almighty bell.
    And I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance to hell.

    Inspired by Indila - Dernière danse
     
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    The very worst part of life

    When I speculate
    the outcome of the decisions I've made
    I could simply argue that it came differently than I wanted it to land.
    When I debate
    all the opportunities I've took
    I easily forget where I truely have to look.
    When I contemplate
    my life I kinda have to admit that
    I'm just trying to bend the truth.
    And once again I sadly find my back
    pushed against the wall, I have no proof.

    There is no turning back now.
    I wanna be left alone, so let me go.
    There is no denying the slow.
    Everytime I try to get my life back
    I'd rather beg all alone.
    You may not believe me.
    Wherever I will walk the only thing I can see,
    that's the only thing that can be,
    the very worst part of life is me.

    When I reflate my good will,
    it only wants me to understand the deadly bill.
    And when I restate all of my memories,
    I remember my mistakes and all of my enemies,
    also the bad things are important to me
    but I'm just trying to bend the truth.
    The more I push and the harder I fight
    the longer the painful night.

    No, there is no way out now.
    I wanna be on my own, so let me go.
    You can't escape anyhow.
    I firstly have to lose my demon.
    I'd rather stay all alone,
    or am I dreaming?
    Anywhere I will roam all I ever will see
    you can't retreat now,
    that the very worst part of life,
    the very worst part of life is me!

    This isn't what I wanted to be
    I never thought that these things would be important to me. Like this.
    This isn't what I wanted to become
    I never thought that what I said would be important to them. Like this.
    This isn't how I wanted things to end
    I had no idea how many truths I would have to bend. Like this.
    This isn't how I imagined it to be on the dark side
    I would have never thought that, one day, I would consider suicide. Just like this.

    No!
    All your hope finally went astray.
    I wanna be burned alive, so let me go.
    You realize you won't be okay.
    I can't get back my life
    so I'd rather die all alone.
    There is no reason to stay.
    I've become insane because the only thing I can see
    you don't have any choice anyway
    that the very worst part of life,
    the very worst part of life is me.

    Inspired by Linkin Park - Lying away from you
     
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    Ten gamers

    Ten gamers met for a LAN-party,
    choosing one game very smartly,
    they debated with a lot of patience
    it felt like a defence of the ancients.
    Good thing they decided swiftly,
    but one got very salty,
    the others said "boo-hoo, devil may cry",
    after his rampage they were nine.

    Come on, come on!
    Come on and let's play some games!
    Come on, come on!
    Join us, have fun, let's play some games!

    Nine gamers kept on playing,
    silently, they didn't dare saying
    one word until the light goes out,
    to avoid the toxic fallout.
    They came up with some booze
    and everytime one will loose,
    he drinks a shot, they all took the bait,
    after some rounds they were only eight.

    Come on, come on!
    Come on and let's play some games!
    Come on, come on!
    Join us, have fun, let's play some games!

    Eight gamers ended up in a fight,
    some of them planned a vicious counter strike.
    At the end they wanted to be free,
    they ended up killing three.
    Someone had to clean this mess, it was really bloody
    so they could forget about that cruelty,
    and they wanted to restore the room's beauty,
    let's say it was a call of duty.

    Come on, come on!
    Come on and let's play some games!
    Come on, come on!
    Join us, have fun, let's play some games!

    Five gamers known as Team Fortress,
    didn't care about the consequences,
    to summarize in one single sentence:
    they could join the league of legends.
    One of them didn't like the score,
    he flamed, his performance was poor,
    they simply kicked him out of the door,
    that meant they were four.

    Come on, come on!
    Come on and let's play some games!
    Come on, come on!
    Join us, have fun, let's play some games!

    Four gamers decided to make a pause,
    also to check if they locked their cars.
    "Better be safe than sorry" was their motto,
    they didn't want a grand theft auto.
    Back to gaming, they felt immortal,
    one found a weird portal,
    so he could end his friend's killing spree.
    What's left to say? Now they were down to three.

    Come on, come on!
    Come on and let's play some games!
    Come on, come on!
    Join us, have fun, let's play some games!

    Three gamers got a bluescreen, what a waste.
    They truely were full of rage.
    They somehow found PCs from the dragon age,
    so they could be back on stage.
    Shortly after another one died too
    the others wondered what they shall do
    and suddenly the crew
    was down to two.

    Come on, come on!
    Come on and let's play some games!
    Come on, come on!
    Join us, have fun, let's play some games!

    Two gamers played without any pain
    but for too long, one has become insane.
    The other one thought, becoming really bitter
    "Quick, my phone. We need the witcher."
    And the witcher came and said "Let us begin,
    With this one we have to look for the evil within.
    Unfortunately it is a deadly spell that I have to cast
    I don't want this demon to outlast."
    The danger was well-known,
    the poor gamer ended up to be alone.

    A gamer got bored to play singleplayer,
    he invited nine gamers to play together
    but one had the plague, what a threat!
    So they all were left 4 dead.

    Come on, come on!
    Come on and let's play some games!
    Come on, come on!
    Join us, have fun, let's play some games!
    No fear of chambers filled with strangers
    I tell you, we are Fortress of Gamers.
    We are one hell of a community,
    and considering games, hell, we have plenty.

    Come on, come on!
    Let's have some fun playing games.
    Come on, come on!
    Don't be scared, let's play some games.
    Come on, come on!
    We all relax playing some games.
    Come on, come on!
    It'll be blast, let's play some games.
    Turn your PC on, connect with us, let us play games.

    Inspired by Santiano - Joho und ne Buddel voll Rum


    How many references did you get? :D
     
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    Betrayed angel

    The location was not very clear
    it must've been between this and another sphere.
    Indriel got a lovely daughter, Lumen, a God's angel.
    With her light she could banish danger
    but then she met a stranger
    a demon of the dead named Ankou.
    She spoke to him, she didn't know what she should do.
    That was a mistake and she got banned
    angered she sang in her damned wasteland:

    "Just hear me out when I'm singing my song
    I have been suffering for way too long.
    I have been betrayed by God herself
    so I better be searching for a solution myself."

    Little did she know that one day
    a brave gentleman would cross her way.
    He will do everything to break fate's chain
    in order to take away all of her pain.
    The room was filled with love and sacrifice
    she finally lost her virginity
    proven by their affinity
    eternity was the price.

    "We know what we are doing we know what we want
    together we are confident.
    And together we stand
    we stay together throughout our life til the end.
    We know what we want we know what we are doing
    it just can keep on going.
    Together we will make our last breath
    we stay together throughout our life til we'll see death."

    The promise has been made
    the human and the angel remained unafraid.
    This truely is love of a different kind
    it will certainly survive time.

    Feinted by his human nature he wandered around and suddenly changed his mind
    and ended her holy life
    he wanted another girl and took her as his wife.
    At the day of his marriage
    Lumen appeared in a glaring light, dripped in bloody red.
    She has come to take what is hers.
    She has come to claim his life. And now he is dead.

    The human forgot that he promised to an angel
    his promise stayed for ages.
    Poor human, do you remember what you said to her?
    Turned out that you were a dumb saboteur.
    You really thought that you would get away alive
    but you forgot that her light is still bright.
    At the end you made your last breath
    and you run directly into the arms of death.

    Our word always stays
    finally the human always pays.
    Never forget what we pled,
    it remains until we are dead.
    These aren't empty phrases
    I have experienced some cases
    so here is the biggest of all stages:
    You mustn't betray an angel.

    Inspired by Saltatio Mortis - Brunhild
     
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    A fitting place

    When all this began
    I had no game plan,
    no way to go, didn't know my foe or how to grow.
    I am confused,
    I feel used, rather abused, knowing that some opportunities stay unused.
    Inside of me,
    I see the demons wander around, eating up my soul, that's the only thing I can feel.
    Nothing to loose.
    I am stuck, remaining alone
    and the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.

    I wanna heal, I wanna feel,
    what I thought could never be real.
    I wanna suck up the pain and find some peace.
    I wanna heal, I wanna feel
    to be close to something real.
    I wanna find something that I wanted all along,
    a place where I belong.

    But I don't find such a place,
    I can't believe that I'm always falling down on my face.
    I am confused.
    Searching everywhere, only to find,
    and that's certainly not at all how I imagined it in my mind,
    cold darkness.
    There you go, my negativity,
    I can justify why everyone is looking at me.
    Nothing to loose
    but also nothing to gain. I am still alone
    and the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.

    I wanna heal, I wanna feel,
    what I thought could never be real.
    I wanna suck up the pain and find some peace.
    I wanna heal, I wanna feel
    to be close to something real.
    I wanna find something that I wanted all along,
    a place where I belong.

    I will never find a fitting place
    until I close this upsetting case.
    And I will never feel anything else
    until all my wounds are healed.
    I will always remember anything
    I am fate's little plaything.
    But I want to choose on my own,
    I want to come out strong.

    I wanna heal, I wanna feel,
    what I thought could never be real.
    I wanna suck up the pain and find some peace.
    I wanna heal, I wanna feel
    to be close to something real.
    I wanna find something that I wanted all along,
    a place where I belong.
    I wanna heal, I wanna feel a place where I belong.
    Avant-garde, I try so hard to have a place where I belong.
    But will I ever find a place where I belong?

    Inspired by Linkin Park - Somewhere I belong
     
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    My running companion

    Did you ever get the feeling that you needed a purge?
    If this is the case I urge you to, oh please, hear out my dirge.

    I don't know what will be out there
    I just know that it won't always be fair.
    Following my dreams while crying
    my heart definitely is dieing.
    Weird appearances knocking at my door
    safe to say that I am not sane
    having the harshest ever bane
    to never find what I am searching for.

    Sadness my running companion
    at least she's always understanding
    and always when I begin to atone
    she never leaves me alone.
    Motivated by loneliness
    trying to find a path in this darkness
    realizing that I will never reach my goal
    sadness is all that's left in my soul.

    I'm hanging my head in shame
    because there is no one else to blame.
    I see all the days go by
    but will I ever stop to cry?

    The stars shining up in the sky
    are witnessing that I'm shy
    I don't know where you are flying
    it must be somewhere beyond this horizon.
    The wind is whispering its song
    it tells me that I might be wrong
    thus I am filled with helplessness
    unavailingly seeking for everlastingness.

    Sadness my running companion
    and it just can't be random,
    taking the wrong recipe like a bad chef,
    and that I feel attracted to death.
    Driven by loneliness
    trying to find a path in this darkness
    realizing that I will never reach my goal
    sadness is all that's left in my soul.

    Contemplating this unhealthy affection
    and cowering in immense pain
    I have this one important question:
    When do I see you again?
    I guess my only shot is a halucination when my own lights go out
    and then, I might see, touch and love you again, but honestly, I am in doubt.

    And when I remember all these years
    I can't help but shedding tears.
    I remain with all corresponding harshness
    a lonely wanderer in the darkness.
    And if you wonder what eventually be my limit
    it's the place that I can not visit.
    Therefore I will never stop to beg
    that one day you may come back from the dead.

    Sadness my running companion
    I don't know how this could happen
    forced to leave you in your catacomb
    knowing that we will never be alone.
    Lectured by loneliness
    trying to find a path in this darkness
    realizing that I will never reach my goal
    sadness is all that's left in my soul.

    This is why I sing with all my pain
    all my attempts are in vain
    can't believe how fast agony came
    how am I going to stand my shame?
    I don't really know how I am going to explain that I still can see us two
    but all I do know is that I will come back to you.

    Can you give me a new soul?

    Inspired by Santiano - Die Sehnsucht ist mein Steuermann
     
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    Where is the answer?

    All the struggle can be so thrilling
    but I'm more than willing
    to sacrafice everything I ever had
    because I frankly start to get really mad.
    And I wish I could foresee
    which path I need to be running
    where in the future I will be
    so that all my choices aren't for nothing.

    Show me how it's done
    life is the harshest kind of cancer.
    I've been crawling in the dark
    looking for the answer.
    Is there something I missed?
    If so I would be damn pissed.
    I've been crawling in the dark
    looking for the answer.

    Teach me how to spot the lies
    I feel way too helpless.
    You need to use your heart and not your eyes
    to navigate the darkness.
    I don't know what the ending will be
    I am gasping suddenly:
    Will I ever get to see
    the ending to my own story?

    Tell me what to do
    I really don't have a clue.
    I've been crawling in the dark
    looking for the answer.
    Could this be a dead end?
    If so I'm not able to comprehend.
    I've been crawling in the dark
    looking for the answer.

    How much further do I have to go?
    How much longer until I finally know?
    'Cause I am looking and I just can't see what's in front of me
    not to mention the things behind me.

    Prove me that it is worth
    I don't understand life on earth.
    I've been crawling in the dark
    looking for the answer.
    Is there something I missed?
    If so I would be fucking pissed
    'cause all my life I've been crawling in the dark
    looking for the bloody answer.

    Inspired by Hoobastank - Crawling in the dark
     
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    Not gonna lie, I just recently saw this thread and this shit really is good.
    Being baked and sitting down reading this really got my thoughts running, keep it up. I like it.
     
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    Hi Unboxed. I am very glad that you enjoy your time here. I was hoping to get you thinking a little bit and may be I am able to inspire you, but that is up to you. Enjoy your stay, there will be more coming out don't worry :)

    I atone

    I'm not gonna lie
    you know
    one given day we all have to die.
    We ain't nothing but a slowly fading photo.
    There is one point in life
    when we realize
    that sometimes we have to push through our limits.
    I ain't more than a confused man having a blurred image.

    We can try to cry the pain away
    we can try to force ourselves to stay.
    We can try to choose our own ending
    but there will be so much pretending.

    You're out of my life, out of my mind
    I feel those feelings that I can't deny.
    Why do we have to swallow all our pride
    to leave this mess called past behind?
    Out of my head, you're out of my bed
    I damn the dreams we had together.
    Will I even be able to remember
    all the good times we shared?

    Another night and I scream
    never was there something bad in between
    but we had something special let's simply call it love.
    Now it feels like a hollow,
    a sahara.
    But why did you have to leave somewhere I can't follow?
    Sadly there is nothing left, it is the end of our era.

    Besides me there is no one to blame
    I am washing my hands in shame
    promised to bring you light
    I was your boyfriend, only had to make things right.

    You're out of my life, out of my mind
    I'm crying tears that I can't deny.
    Why do we have to swallow all our pride
    to leave our fucking past behind?
    Out of my head, you're out of my bed
    giving up all the hopeful dreams we once had
    telling my friends that I become bitter and sad
    telling them that our relationship gone bad.

    You're out of my life, out of my mind
    I can't remember the feeling when I touched your skin,
    nor the thrill caressing down your chin
    nor how your beautiful hair felt like.
    You're out of my head, out of my bed
    can't even remember our moment of highest pride
    can't recall how our outstanding sex felt like.
    Tell God that I regretfully wrote this song.
    Tell God I am deeply sorry that our fairytale went wrong.
    Tell God I atone for that our fairytale went wrong.

    Inspired by Sunrise Avenue - Fairytale gone bad
     
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