Most of you might now me by now and that makes me kinda happy^^ I've been emotionally unstable for quite a few months by now and I had quite a few suicidal thoughts. Ive been tormented by my father even doe I was the most intelligent one of both the twins. Ive always been shit for him and I am sorry to show you the same kind of behavior but the last few weeks it has been worse and worse and my emotional sate has been growing worse and worse to the point that I just don´t know if I just jump of somewhere. Idc what you think about it just give me some tipps(other than talk to someone or just be happy) or talk to me. I just cant handle it being overly succesfull and being stomped by my parents for being a piece of shit.