A few people from FoG have tried talking to me in the last few days. They met Ryan instead. Ryan is the one who is staying at my house while I'm suffering from a shitty period. He'll be using my Steam account while I'm sleeping / laying down about 20 hours a day, he brings me food and all. Kind of like a personal nurse. He's a nice guy. I'm sorry about putting this here without much information. Long story short, even typing a simple thread like this one takes a huge amount of energy from me. Depression got triggered by my current home situation, which is also something many are aware of. I have no idea when I'll feel good enough to come back on regularly, or even step out of bed more than two hours a day. Especially want to say sorry to @Tio José das Vacas . When everything started to get a bit easier and faster when it came to processing reports and such, this struck. I logged out on most sites, Ryan only got access to games and such. If you feel the need to, you can also demote me on Orange until I come back. Hope you all are doing well, I'm going back to sleep. Good day, evening or night.
Aight, take it easy buddy. Depression can be a real bitch, speaking out of experience myself. Just take it easy and don't try to rush for a recovery. I'll be happy to stop by sometime if you are truly in need of some comfort, etc. tl;dr Take it easy, tiger.
I've been talking with Ryan and asking how you were doing. Depression can really be a bitch, like Starfish said, but in the end it'll go away. You can always talk to me, i've been depressed and abused as a child, i know your pain man. Good luck, my friend.
That's not something you should be worrying about, you are more important at moments like this I have been there too myself. If you ever need someone to talk it over with or just need someone to listen to you, you know where to find me. Or Ryan Take the time you need to feel better and we will be happy when you come back. "Sterkte!"
Get yourself better, ignore everything else. Rely on your family and friends they are the best medicine. Gl nick, anything you need- send me thru PM or chat.
Hope you'll be alright, many of us here, myself included know what you're going through. Be safe, try to get better little by little. We're here if you need anything, and I speak about the majority of the members of FoG.
I think I've recovered from most of it. Ryan won't be here daily anymore, but he did forward the messages you guys sent me. I'm not sure when I will be back in full force, but I'll come on the servers once in a while. Thank you all for your kind words. It really cheered me up.
Just take some more time. Better recover fully than start too early. Falling back in a depression is easier than you think!